A Quick and Honest #FFOOTD

Okay, I need to get real with you guys right now and tell you all a secret. I'm exhausted. 2014 has been a really busy year from me, finishing 2 school programs, running this blog and youtube channel and trying to balance my family and a relationship. As of November, this is the first time in two and a half years I haven't been in full time school. And that isn't with breaks in between. My life has been school program after school program overlapping one another with a few full time jobs at the same time straight since september of my grade 12 year. The crazy thing is though, I feel like now that I've stopped and I'm not in a constant state of go-go-go anymore, I more exhausted then ever. I feel like it's almost as if all my exhaustion from the last two years has hit me full force in the face. Here's another little secret, I've worn these pants for 3 days in a row now, and I slept in these clothes last night. I haven't been home in 6 days, in between my house and my boyfriends and trying to create and push content as much as I can whilst having a moment with myself and trying to figure out what it is I really want in life and what I want to do next with my life. Choosing to not work and not go to school for a few months while I take a breather has been the most tiring thing of them all... and I can't figure out why that is. But with all that being said, I have never been so grateful for how my life is then I am right now. These last two and a half years I have accomplished and done so much more then I could of even imagined doing. I feel like I get caught up in being successful and having a career I'm proud of that I forget to be proud of everything I've done so far - especially when I haven't even turned 19 yet *22 more days and counting*.

Now that my little heart to heart is over, it's time to show you all my *I haven't slept in my own bed in six days slept in these clothes last night and have worn these pants for 3 days* outfit. It's been so gross and disgusting all week weather wise too, so that might be the reason behind my feelings. It's made trying to film a video for you all very difficult, but I'll have a makeup tutorial up on sunday if it kills me!